The wanting

A wish

a desire

The wanting

a potentiality for a moment of bliss

but what does the wanting really wants?

besides escaping from what we already got, but wanted before

but what does the wanting really wants?

besides complaining of what we already got, but somehow isn’t enough?

does the wanting wants,

balance?

what if balance already is

does the wanting wants,

chaos?

what if chaos, already is?

does the wanting wants,

wanting?

maybe, all what the wanting wants

its the wanting itself

maybe, all what the wanting wants

is itself

a fixation

an ego trip

of an emotional level

maybe, all what the wanting wants

is perpetrating itself

in our bodies

in our minds

maybe the wanting

is afraid

maybe it is in existential crisis

maybe it is afraid to die

maybe its is trying to leave a legacy

in our bodies

in our minds

The wanting is everywhere

behind every emotion

behind every thought

you’re sad, you want a different state

you’re mad, you want a different state

you’re here, you want to be there

you’re bliss, you want more

the wanting is

everywhere

here, now, in this very words.

so, yeah, what does the wanting really wants?

I really don’t know…