A Painting

Thousand times

I asked myself

what it is, to feel

Thousand times

I asked myself

what it is, to love

plenty of those

unanswered thoughts

and plenty of those

times

I didn’t really wanted to know

and plenty of those

times

I couldn’t really grow

Until

well,

you.

it is the body that quietly pains your missing weight

it is the soul that yet misses your deeper sight

it is the heart,

that to date

vibrates

and shakes

obstinate

and unmanageable

like a fire with no owner

trapped in between time

a fire that burns with no purpose

just for the sake of heat and warmth

I have,

created

a painting

of my heart

that hangs at my wall

a celebration

to feeling

a celebration

to being alive

and right now

at this very moment,

It can’t feel anybody else

It’s yours.